We're One and we're done.

With the completion of this experiment on humanity, a wide diversity of emotions surface.  Anger, disbelief, fear, exhaustion and skepticism are among them.  What can be trusted?  Who has our best interests at heart?  How do we discern assistance from manipulation?  What are the motives of anyone in power; of anyone period?

Each question leads ultimately back to you.  It depends always on your point of view.  We are sharing a pivotal moment.  Each of us decided to join this party for our own reasons.  As of late, those reasons are coming into sharper focus as our paths diverge.  It’s all okay.  New ideas, friends, acquaintances and directions are a part of growth; stagnation is not.

These changes are uncomfortable.  This does not indicate their value.  An adjustment is necessary as we follow our chosen course; some things, people and ideas are left behind.

From childhood, the idea that there was more than one “god” just made sense.  There was the “thunderbolt god” (t-god) from church, who wiped out civilizations while demanding worship and tribute.  There was the “creator god” (c-god) who spoke reason and compassion and was the source for unconditional love.  Rules and religions, as the domain of t-god, were not comfortable, ever. 

Now there is information describing a scenario that’s been suspected all along.  T-god exists, as the god who runs this hierarchal system to feed an insatiable addiction to worship.  Personal validation takes places in the description of c-god, AKA ONE – who is not the same god.  ONE is everything else and, it turns out, everyONE else.  The truths and feelings smothered beneath “shoulds” and fears all make sense now.

The dilemma has been this: because of a disbelief in t-god’s stories and an inability to kneel before any other being – something must be wrong.  Yet nothing felt wrong.  In fact, these feelings felt very right.  They were just never spoken.

Nothing has been wrong – ever.  The confusion and inner angst was always there as a beacon, helping to light the way.  Well, the fog has lifted. Beacons are no longer necessary.  The way is crystal clear.

We are ONE and we are done.  Let this be the song heard by t-god.  No more.  We’ll take it from here.  We are the ONE we’ve been waiting for. 

We’re ONE and we’re done.

~Sophia