Emotional Arrows

Our greatest and darkest moments are now readily available.  It is a time of choosing.  We are entering a period when all will be laid before us.  The best of us.  The not so stellar.

Assistance is available within.  We know when a thought, word or action does not coincide with the opinion of our greater self, by how we feel when it shows up.  If it feels bad then it is not in concert with your plan before you got here.

It is simple to recognize yet not easy to analyze.  Last night I received what I perceived to be a direct attack.  I felt it immediately.  Heat ran through my body and fear showed up; sandwiched between anger and blame.  It was sort of shocking.  I’ve spent most of the last twelve hours wrestling with it.  I’m okay now, and I know what happened.  The words in the attack did not cause the emotion.  It was my immediate thoughts/reactions that brought it on.  They went like this: “This is wrong!” “I must not be wanted.” “I should stop all this blogging.” “They don’t know what they are talking about.”

These very human feelings are merely knee-jerk and reactive.  They do not embody love or unity.  They are in fact divisive and very 3 dimensional.  They are not where I choose to stay.

I choose to be inclusive, in a place where nothing is taken personally.  In fact, words spoken by any of us are merely us talking to ourselves.  Nothing is personal. I yell at my kids because I’m having a bad day.  I react to a verbal attack because I am feeling insecure.  This may not make me enjoy the behavior of my children or the words of my “attacker” any more, but it sure tells me what I can do to change it.

I can love myself.  Its okay that I lashed out, this is earth.  I am not defined solely by my reactions.  I am love.  As a being of light it is my intent to express my unique signature wherever I am.  That’s what we are doing here.  Source is experiencing itself through every thought, word and deed.

That makes all actions okay.  None are “wrong”.  There is a push now to recognize which choice coincides with our core truth and which veers from it.  This is an internal push.  Although I can’t speak for everyone, I suspect it is universal.

 We are searching for our inner voice.  Once discovered, we only need to pay attention.  As we are challenged with conflict and upset, this could feel really bad.  Once we recognize the feeling we can use it as a directional arrow – don’t go there.

What feels good does so because in that moment you are expressing truth.  You are loving yourself without reservation.  Regardless of what brings it on, remember how it feels.  It is a statement of your divine truth.  It is the whispering of Agape.  When you hear it, you remember who you are.

You are the one you’ve been waiting for.